Heart

Good evening readers. It's been a long time I'm not write story. So here I am right now trying to write my story about heart.

What do you know about heart? Things that pump up your blood and circulate it to all over your body? Yeah that's right but what I wanna tell you a story here not that kind of heart, it's a heart that have feeling in it, a heart that can beat faster than usual cause of silly things that called love.

Love. You know I'm so rare about this word actually. Love means family to me. It means I just know love from my family and they teach me to love my friends. Simply I never felt love from a boy or we call it boyfriend before.

How it feels to be love by a man? How it feels to have a feeling with a man? I never felt that feeling before. Sometimes I'm so curious about that feeling. If that feeling apear, I'm just watching a couple of romance movie even romance korean drama.

Far from movies and drama, personaly my heart know what it wants. It just feels like my heart want something that can warm it and create a smile in my face with butterfly in my stomache and birds flying above my head. Haha ridiculous right. But everyone says it was love.

If love really exist, if love really meant to stay, if love really that warming, can I feel t now? Can I find that one person to stay?

Every women need romance in her life and thats what I wanna feel just once and be the last stay in my heart. Could it be?

I'm not a perfect girl, I'm not a girl that every man wants, I'm not a girl who can stay calm, and I have no idea what love was but you know love means  accepting all those imperfect girl and still comfortable with her.

I always dream having a nice boyfriend. A boyfriend that always say good morning and night before I sleep everyday, a boyfriend that hug me when I'm down, a boyfriend that always worry about me and a boyfriend that always be there when I need him. Hahha it's so childish right?