Trust?

Do you know what the meaning of trust?
I mean do you really know what trust is?
By the way hy bloggers nice to blog something for you guys. But actually it was doesn't important. I make my comeback to blog coz I really need talk to someone that I didn't hv that someone so that's why I blog.

This time, I wanna ask you bout trust. Hv you trust someone before?
Me? Nope.
Except my parents I didn't hv someone to trust for. Actually I nearly trust someone but that someone ruined it. I've tried very hard to trust my friends but it's not going well.

Without trusting someone you gonna feel lonely and dump founded. "Why I can't even tell my friends who do I like?" That feeling never die. I hv tons of friends and bestfriends but I can't tell them bout just that one thing. I keep thinking why.

I really want to hv someone that I trust, someone that I can talk freely bout anything even bout who I like and someone who can trust me more than I trust myself. Can I have that one person?

Actually I have someone in my mind, but he really don't care bout me. He is one of my friends but he make me confuse. In one side I wanna trust him and the other side I think he really untrust worthy. But I need someone that trust me for something i do.

Can I get someone like that for me?